Fw: Time

While lying with Gael, he makes this funny faces just to get my attenti0n, sinakyan sakyan pa nya ako. I was'nt resp0nding the way he wants so he started getting irratated and was bit me. Immediately, I was pissed off, I scolded him, and told him to sleep., by then he cried. I just ign0re him and pretended to be asleep, but then I questi0ned myself 'bakit kaya pasaway sya n0w adays?

Ngpapapansin.

Oh, KSP na nga cguro c Gael. And its my fault why he wants attenti0n. I d0nt have much needed time for him.

Im busy with the canteen and sch0ol stuffs in the m0rning. And after class, g0nna prepare for our lunch and do the laundry, while he's asleep. And when he wakes up in the aftern0on , we'll dress up for afterglow's practice.. Same on weekends in church's obligati0ns. Tsk!

I feel so guilty, that when the time he wants to cuddle and play , im already tired..

("Lord, help me organize my time.. I should spend quality time with him. I may excel in s0me events and let my time suffer for Gael, I kn0w its very crucial if I w0nt give him the attenti0n. Forgive me Lord sa mga pgkukulang ko sa kanya. Sustain us Lord.")