Hate/Love

Did u ever had the feeling of both. I do. I love him to the extreme and hate him that i wanna curse him. *sigh*i dont know, everytime i remember how he turned his back on us, i wanna crush and slap him. I wanna make him feel how hurt i am, i want him to feel the pain he had caused me. But everytime he's around, i just can't hate him, na iintindihan ko sya.

06/6/2007 7:33 pm// tsoooog... tsooooggg... My jackfruit2! (kaduwa gd ba)hehe hmmmm... i rily luv dis sexy lady..haha bcoz of her, naging favorite ko ang garlic bread..hehehe purgahon yako ni garlic bred.. ay! thnx gle gna xa gin pa lamon mo skn.. (xempre garlic bread nmn...hehe) sagod2 gd ko ni cya.. patambukon yagd ko ni ndaan kno.. hmmm... partner ymn ko ni xa raket ya.. mapa kasal, bunyag, lubong.. pwd guid.. kntahan na nmn ya.. txt nyo lang xa for inquiries!hahahaha well.. partial lng ni anay langka ha? may cont pani nxt.. just continue burning those fats!!! mmmmmwuuuahhhh.. luvlotz!!!===LANGKA===>

Argh! am i becoming mature o napapagod na akong umasa or nagpapamartyr? Parang bumabalik ako sa pagka HS ko, i cant looked at him straight in the eye coz im scared that he'll see tru my eyes how i feel for him, how i missed him, how i long for him. I missed the times when we we're still besfriends,how he will lean on me and tell me how tired he is. We'll eat garlic bread every afternoon, share coffee in one cup and exchange cellphones. I miss him so much, his scent, huhuhuhuh, so his presence is a big torture on me. Once we'd been so close and now, we're strangers.

05/23/2006 11:30 am//uhmmmmmm... Ur ma super sexy,clever, sweet,gorgeous falangga..hehehe thnx 4 bein one of ma nicest fwendz!!! mapatambok gid ko pra cmo!!!hehehe asteg! tke cre olweiz!!!! luv yah!!!

Why do i love him? He makes me smile by his simple gestures and corny jokes. He's honest to me, he can tell me straight if i smell and look bad. He remembers what i like, my fave donouts. He's sweet. When we sleep he hugs me. When i had asthma, he'll buy medicines for me, He makes me feel so lite and young. awww.. We used to be timon and pumba. Now it's Prince Charming and Princess Feona. Hhuhuhuhu , Sucks!

10/22/2004 4:30 pm//one of the sexiest Glee-Club member.... ano ano ya mlng ni c Jay-lo mn.... hmmmm? this girl has a powerful voice!!! ga palang lapaw ang tingog! pang international! glng abi ko ni una2 cya suplada mo... pero sang nakilala ko na sa, Suplada gd sa gli ya e... hehehe pti lahog2 lang na ya ha.. ng stay as sweet as you are!!! don't ever change! GOD BLESS!!!

Then i hate him, for being young and being so quiet. Keeping all his heartaches to himself. I hate him for being irresponsible! I hate him for forgetting that once we we're best of friends. I hate him for not loving me.

Y can't he love me. Tinatanong pa ba yan? It's my looks. I dont fit for him. He don't deserve me. I wanna feel once again being loved by him, Kahit yung friendship namin, The way he care. Pano nya ako lambingin! huhuhuh..Y can't he loved me!!!!!

I feel so damn ugly in his sight. Fat, Ugly and Undesirable!!!

Kahit anong gawin ko, i will never be someone he wud loved.

Kaya, I'll be just quiet and just support him for whatever decisions he had. (Martyr ano?) Hay, i just want him to be happy.

" HE'S SO CLOSE YET SO FAR" :(


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